how-to-name-it?

guys this blog is not abt a specific topic,its jus my flow of feelings,so i'm not promising anythin.

well one question i've always find in all places is-does God exist?
lately i've been thinknin and as for me i think that God does exist but i don't believe tht he's supernatural force determining our destiny and making us to do what he wants because tht entirely destroys ur identity instead i believe tht we're the creators of our own destiny,then where does God comes in this equation?i think tht God has given us the freedom to choose what we want and whenever we find ourselves in a tight spot he jus gives us more options ans nudges us to take the best option like our instinct,some call it luck but i choose to call it the act of God,whenever we're down we blame God and in the process we fail to recognize the alternatives he(am not a male chauvinist,it can be a female also,faster to type than she,a letter more than he) has given us and we always fail to understand one thing,every problem or situation we face has a solution but we forget that and start to panic,the one who keeps his head cool durin his rough times is destined to scale new heights.
thts it wit Gods.

The next one is enirely different and personal.

lately i've been feeling really low and depressed to the core for various reasons and i dont kno
wat to do,thats when these philosophical thoughts came to me like the God thing above,and my friends always tel me tht i'm never happy,i never used to take them seriously,but in the last few days,it really made sense because i felt that everyone around me were happy except me and i was expecting things to go in my way, then i realised that maybe in order to truly enjoy life you have to let go some things,u jus feel the way you choose to feel,i'm writing this because even in the future,if i'm upset or down maybe i'll read this make myself come up,i jus want to tell all those who feel the same way like me and are not able to share it,like the scene in jab we met,jus write your feelings in a paper and put it away somewhere and try to concentrate on other things,i bet you'll feel better when u truly concentrate on other things and i think that life is too short for us to feel sad,it gives us everythin,it's jus us who are not willing to take the chances.
i'm not going to ask you whether this blog is good or bad and i'm not goin to apologise if this is bad because these are my feelings and i gave you the choice,you took it,if you feel it's bad.i jus want to say FUCK OFF,I DON CARE